But you know what I really am? Selfish. Because I make bad choices that hurt you. Yes, I would rather die than be human. I would rather die right now than spend a handful of years with you, only to loose you when I’m too old and sick and miserable and you’re still you. I’d rather die right now than spend my last final years remembering how good I had it and how happy I was because that’s who I am, Elena. And I’m not gonna change. And there’s no apology in the world that encompasses all the reasons that I’m wrong for you.